I sat silent without a word, did not budge one bit. my thoughts drift away without any purpose. whether what was I thinking, I feel my life is useless for others. I do not want my life go on like this, I want a love that will make me happy and to appreciate one another and make my spirit to live my day. I do not want to live in solitude like this. in this life we can not do great things, we can only do small things with great love.